Where were you?

When my life is becoming a puzzle, I searched for you

When things are going out of my hand, I tried to reach you

When friends are turning into foes, I needed your help

When the pitch black night has surrounded my life’s only spirit, I screamed your name

But, where were you?

When my hope was getting replaced with desperateness, I cried for your strength

When my devastating loneliness was doing a wild dance around me, I felt for you

When my mental peace was wiped away by my self-defeating fearful thoughts, I looked around for your pleasant smile

When my life’s ideals were getting thrashed down by society’s poisonous desires, I remembered your inspiring golden words

But, you did not come! 

Where were you?